haka ne domin bakinciki da damuwa zaki aura bani adam ba ,daman tunda kika shiga rayuwata kema kinsan bazakiyi farinciki arayuwarki ba, har karshen rayuwarki a wahala zaki qare a gidana gara ma kije kiyi kuka da Kururuwan a fasa auren nan shine kawai mafuta agareki da kwanciyar hankalinki nonsense kawai da bata san me take yi ba ,yanzu ke kina ganin kin dace dani ?common maggie baki iya sakawa acikin abinci ba sai an taimaka an saka miki stupid girl kawai wallahi gara ki taimaki kanki tun wuri yana gama fadar hk ya juya ya fita daga kitchen din yana jan tsaki ."




kuka mrym ta qarasa fashewa dashi ta koma bayan kofar kitchen ta hade kanta da bango tana jin wani irin zafi mai radadi duk da yadda take jin rashin sonshi amman haka ta bawa zuciyarta hakuri ta karbi aurensa amman shi burinsa yaci mutuncinta ya tozarta tasan yadda ya fad'a haka ne zai kasance rayuwar bakinci zatayi a gidansa zai hanata kwanciyar hankali da walwala ,zai hanata sukuni da jin dadi cike da jin haushi nana hauwa'u tace meye kuma abun kuka ? kina jin tsoron yaya fiyye da kaida ,"shiyasa naga kin iya mutsa masa alokacin da yake magana yake ci min mutunci , ko kin iya taka masa burki alokacin da yake cin zarafina ?tayi mgnr cikin bancin rai tana mai juyowa gbdy ta fuskance nana hauwa'u hawaye na zuba akan kuncinta."


"Sarai kijin abinda ya fad'a yanzu ,kuma Kinsan zai iya aikata fiyye da abinda ya fad'a ,shikenan nan ni haka rayuwata zata qare , kisa hannu sister ki saurari zuciyata kullum cikin bugawa take da karfi kin kuwa san abinda nake ji ?"gano yanayin tsoronki yasa yake miki haka wallahi ni ace nice zai aura bazan dauki abubuwansa ba ,"ki daina zugani sister yana fad'a min duk maganar daya ga dama, yana tozartani a duk sanda yaso , lallai ya kamata nayi kuka nayi kururuwan ataimakeni a kawo min dauki fasa auren ."nan tana gama fadar haka ta fice fuuuuuuu ta bar kitchen din ."


kai tsaye dakinsu ta shige ta fad'a saman gado ta kwanta ruf da ciki sai nana hauwa'u ce ta qarasa hada masa breakfast."wuni ranar babu abinda mrym take sai cika take tana batsewa tana jan tsaki tana tunanin mafutar da zatasa a fasa auren ta huta
abinda mami ta kasa ganewa bayan rashin son da yaya adam baya mata har da kasancewarta farar mace sol mara tsawo ne dan tasan yadda bai son farar mace yafi son chocolate colour yar doguwa mara kiba baa siyar da tsawo data siya ,baa siyan baki da ta koma baka Kmr yadda yake só tunda baya sonta kuma babu duk abinda yake bukata daga macen da zai so tô meye amfanin auren ?gara itama ta kawowa kanta mafuta tana kwance ta zabura ta mike tsaye ta fito ta nufi dakin mami lokacin karfe biyar daidai na yammaci"



Mami na zaune a dakinta abakin gado kunneta manne da waya maryam ta shigo duk jikinta a sanyaye kallo daya mami tayi mata ta fahimci akwai damuwa dan haka ta katse wayar da take ta hanyar cewa "khadija zan kiraki zuwa anjima sannan ta ajiye wayar a gefenta tace "lafiya maryam naga kin shigo wani iri? duk da wuni yau na lura bakya cikin walwala , hawaye mrym ta share tace "gsky mami na gaji da abinda ya adam yake min ,ina ganin lokaci yayi da komai zai zo karshe ,numfashi mami ta sauke cikin tsigar rarrashi "haba maryam haba diyata ki daina fad'ar haka ,kece fa karfin gwiwana idan baki auresa ba nasan hk zai qare rayuwarsa bai yi ba kiyi hakuri wata rana sai labari ."




"Amman mami ni haka zan qare rayuwata yaya baya fahimtar nima biyayya kawai zanyi ?nasani mrym amman ina ji ajikina wata rana Adamcy zai sauya zai zo har gabanki neman afuwan abubuwan da yake miki ido mrym ta zaro waje tace "mami ko kin manta halinsa ne ?"ban manta ba maryam amman na yarda da allah kuma Kinsan lamarin ubangiji ya wuce nan karkiyi mamaki wata rana ya zamo bawa agareki barin ma idan kin haihu dashi kuma gani a tsakanimu muddin ina raye bazaki shiga uku a gidansa ba ,ajiyar zuciya maryam ta sauke haka ne mami lamarin ubangiji ya wuce nan nima ikonsa ne yasa har zan zama mata agaresa ."


"Haka mami ta zauna ta dinga tausar maryam tana bata baki har mrym ta saki ranta ta manta da batun wulakanci ata ta cigaba da harkokin gabanta ranta fari kwal washegari aka tsaida ranar dazaa daura auren ata da mrym hisham da nuzla nan da sati hud'u masu zuwa kamar yadda mami ta tsara shima dan alfarma cousing sister dinta nuriyya ne domin tana son yaranta suyi hutu tazo dasu gbdy bugu da qari lokacin zai yi daidai da hutun karshen shekara wanda daman kusan lokacin da yan'uwanta dake kasashen duniya ke zuwa hutu kenan bancin hk ai da kwanaki goma kawai zata saka ayi a wuce wajen shi kam mr ata kam ko ajikinsa dan babu ruwansa da ko sati nawa zaa saka idan ma an ga dama a daura a ranar ba damuwarsa bace ."




A hankali yake saukowa daga saman mattakala jikinsa sanye da complete black suit yayinda kafafunsa ke sanye da brown shoe's agogon rolex ke daure da tsintsiyar hannunsa ,idanunshi na manne da wani hadadden farin glass ,a hankali ya cigaba da takowa cikin isa da izza alamun shi din wani ne a fadin nigeria ,yana saukowa sanyayyen kamshin turarensa REED ya soma tashi ta koina kamshin turarensa ne ya kaiwa hancin maryam ziyara da sauran jamma'a wurin sakon fitowarsa .


Maryam ta dago idanunta a natse ta tsura masa tana kallonsa tun daga sama há qasa tamkar ranar ta soma ganinsa arayuwarta ji tayi gabanta na wani irin mugun bugawa da karfin gaske, hakan nan yau ta tsinci kanta da kasa dauke kwayar idanunta akansa
sister dake zaune a gefenta ta bita da kallo tsab domin dai ta fara fahimtar wani abu akan maryam a din a game da yayanta a tun dawowarsa daga kasar france duk da ita taki yarda da zarginta tana nuna mata alamun bata son danuwanta amman kuma ita kar take kallonta domin kuwa akwai dinbin son shi makale a ranta da kwayar idanunta wanda itama bata san tana yi ba . "


"taya zaka samu miji kmrshi kace wai baka so ai sai dai idan abun yafi karfinka nmj da mata suke nema har suke rububi akansa itam saa taci da kuma darajan mahaifiya if not har abada sai dai ta tsaya akansu abbas da anas shi kuwa kallo ne daga nesa dan fin karfi kam yafi karfin aurenta ."daga inda yake yana iya jiyo sautin muryoyin mutanen dake zaune a bangaren dining area, a natse ya tsaya idanunshi karrrr akan sister dinsa da maryam wacce ta zama tamkar doluwa a wurin rike da cup din tea a hannunta tana kallonsa abinda yafi tsana kenan kallon kurulla daga mace ,kallo daya yayi masu ya dauke kwayar idanunshi akansu yana busar da iska daga bakinsa tare da furta "nonsense "! a fili wanda hakan daya furta yasa maryam tayi saurin dawowa haiyacinta tana sauke naunayen ajiyar zuciya sai dai ta qasa dauke idanunta akanshi ta cigaba da kallonsa"


bai tsaya akoina ba kai tsaye dinning área ya nufa yana shan kamshi , har ya samu wuri ya tsaya tare da soke hannunsa daya cikin aljihun wondonsa ,Still maryam bata dauke kwayar idanunta akanshi ba ,sister ta zungureta da sauri "ke ki dawo hankalinki mana wannan kallon da kike masa kin dai san halinsa , idan yaga dama sai ya sakaki kinyi bayanin wannan kallon dalla dalla ."numfashi maryam ta sake saukewa da karfi tana waskewa ta shafa gefen fuskarta tace "wani irin kallo kikaga nayi masa "? ni gbdy ma hankalina baya cikin gidan nan ."


"yana ina shi hankalin naki ?nana hauwa'u ta tmbyeta tana tsareta da idanunta ,domin dai ita tasan gskyr abinda ta gani kenan kallon yayanta take amman tana kokarin waske mata "ki yarda sister da gaske shi kika ga ina kallo ?maryam ta tmbyeta tana qara shafa gefen fuskarta nana hauwa'u ta gyada mata kai alamun "eh!"zai iya kasancewa haka idanuna na kansa amman kuma hankalina ba akansa yake ba, mai ma zan tsaya kallo ajikin mutumin da ba mutunci garesa ba ?"tayi mgnr a hankali."


"me kika ce sister naji kamar kinyi mgn ?"no no bance komai ba ,kinga sister dauko wayarki ki daukar mana abincin nan kar na manta ban daura breakfast din dana ci a social media ba ,ta fadi haka ne saboda ta shashantar da zargin sister akanta "okay ni nayi laifi kenan ?tô wallahi bada ni ba ,
matsawar bai bar parlour'n nan ba babu hoton wani abinci da zan dauka, idan kin matsu ki dauka da kanki wayarki ce bazan hanaki ba ta janyo wayarta dake ajiye ta mika mata ta tashi ta bar gurin gabadaya karta jaza mata balai da sassafe."


A hankali maryam ta shiga daukar abinci gefe guda kuma tana faman satar kallonsa ta kasan idanunta, ba qaramin kyau yayi mata ba cikin shigar suit ,da alamu ma barin garin zai yi ko kasar gbdy karaf kamar ance ya waigo idanunsu ya tsarke cikin juna da mugun sauri ta dauke idanunta zuwa wani gefe tana sauke numfashi sama sama dogon tsaki yaja tare da furta stupid girl sannan ya samu wuri ya zauna batare da ya kalli inda sauran mutanen da suke zaune akan kujerun dake zagaye da dining table ba hakan kuma ya faru ne sakamakon zattukansu dake shiga kunnuwansa suna yi masa kuwa ."


kallo daya mami tayi masa ta dauke kanta tare da girgiza kai sannan ta tura masa plet din abinci gabansa tare da black coffe wanda ya zame masa jiki a hankali ya dauki cup ya kai bakinsa ya kurbi tea kadan yana lumshe tsumammun idanunshi yana dan motsa kafarsa daya akan tayis magana baba qarami ya cigaba da yi cikin zafin rai sai dai "on expecting suka ji sautin muryar ATA yana cewa "babu abinda zaa bawa kowa sai abinda naga dama shima a siffar albashi ko kyauta zan bayar kamar yadda na saba .""yayi mgnr tmkr ba daga bakinsa ta fito ba hankali kwance ya cigaba da kurban tea yana lumshe ido ."


"mai kake qokarin kace adam ?kana nufin mu babu komai namu acikin dukiyar ko me ? yes of course uncle domin babu shi acikin kundin da dad yake rubuce rubucensa aciki , amman mai yasa tun tuni baka taso da wannan maganar ba sai yanzu ?yanzu né naga ya dace nayi magana tunda naga ita wannan uwartaka batasan abun arziki ba, idan kowa yaja bakinsa yayi shiru saboda jin tsoronta da gudun magana toni bana jin tsoronta kuma bana gudun magana ,zanyi mgn km dole a kasafta abani rabona bazai yuwa kayi mana karfa karfa akan gumin da mahaifinmu yayi wahala ya tara tsawon shekaru ba ."




"babu abinda zan bayar..., ."ya sake maimata mgnr daya fada yana sakin spoon din hannunsa hakan yasa hankalinsu yayi matukar tashi gab gab !! baba qarami yaji gabansa na wani irin faduwa gbdy parlour'n ya dauki shiru tmkr babu wasu hálittu a wurin "koda ma akwai dukiyar babu abinda zan cire na bawa kowa tunda babu shi a rubuce idan kuma kayi trying wani non..."shiiiii mami ta furta tana daura dan yatsanta akan lip's dinsa dan dakatar dashi domin tasan halin kayanta karshe kalmar nonsense ne zata fito daga bakinsa "wai meye haka kake yi adamcy ? baba qaramin sa'anka ne"?


"Karka manta kanin mahaifi ne me yasa ma sai anan zaa yi discution din wannan matsalar dan kawai a daga min hankali ? ta juya inda baba qarami ke zaune "karki fada min hk sannan abu na gaba ki fada wa d'anki yayi bincike mai kyau akan abinda na fada tabbas akwai dukiyarmu acikin dukiyar ubansa wanda byn mutuwar mahaifinmu muka barshi a hannunsa idan kuma ba hk ba komai zai iya faruwa idan wani abu ya faru ki kuka da kanki karki yi kuka da kowa." yana gama fadar haka ya mike cikin tsananin fushi yaransa maza biyu salim da sultan suka mike suna hararar ata kafin daga baya suka marawa mahaifinsu baya .




Hajiya zualai ta mike tsaye cikin tsananin tashin hankali tana binsu da kallo gabanta na faduwa tasan yana son kunno da damuwa ne sbd rashin amincewar auren adamcy da hindu da kuma makudan kudaden da yayansa sukai qoqarin hadamewa adamcy ya hana ,ATA ya kai hannunsa ya riko tsintsiyar hannunta "sweetheart ki zauna "ta zauna cike da sanyin jiki tana duban kyakkyawan tilon dan nata nmj kwaya daya da allah ta mallaka mata "karki damu sweetheart da mgnrsa everything will be fine tunda ni bani da wani business dashi so karki saka wani abu aranki ,ban san meye damuwarsa ba ."?


" ban san me yasa yakewa kudi mugun só haka ba ."? duk ribar dake shigowa ta AGC ina iyakar kokarina ana cirewa kowa hakinsa na bashi kuma sweetheart a qokarina na kar company ya ruguje kullum hannun jari nake qarawa batare dasanin kowa ba kuma su waye ke kokarin karya company ? yaransa né kullum cikin sata suke sannna yanzu yazo da wani batu this time around sweetheart sai dai ki yi hakuri I can take it dan bazan dauka ba wallahi baba qarami na mugun son kudi duk ma yafi sauran karbar kudi a kamfani amman yanzu yazo yace ga zance ga magana agc ne dai yanzu na soma zuwa kula dashi bazan yanke zuwa ba bare su samu damar yin babakeri da dukiyarmu ."




" adamcy ni nasan baba qarami ba kudin yakewa ba, tunda bai taba mgnr wasu kudade ba sai yau na dai lura tunda aka fito da batun mgnr auren da maryam ya canza , amman nasan ba komai yake damunsa ba so yake ka auri diyarsa hindu ."shiru adam yayi yana sauroronta yana tsakurar abincin gabansa batare da ya furta komai ba dan babu ruwansa da mgnr "ko zaka taimaka adam ka had'asu duka biyu ka auresu"?


"What ?"
ya furta da mugun karfi yana sakin spoon din hannunsa "mami ta lumshe masa ido "kayi tunani akai kaji adamcy nah "am done am leaving kiyi min addua fatan alkhairi ya fada yana mikewa da d'an hanzarin ya soma tafiya cike da kuzari hannunsa daya cikin aljihun wondonsa." tabi bayansa da kallo tana kiran sunansa cikin tsananin tashin hankalin "adamcy !adamcy !!! Ka tsaya kaji me zance adamcy ."amman ina bai juyo ba bare ya tsaya yaji mai zatace,itama tasan adaidai wannan yanayin da yake ciki bazai tsaya ya saurareta ba domin maganarta ce tasa zuciyarsa ta yunkuro har ya kasa sauraranta shiru tai tana dafe goshinta cike da takaici da kuma mamakin halin biladam ."mutane sam sam babu tsoron allah aransu "shekara da shekaru baka tashi dauko maseefa ba sai yanzu dakaga yaro zai yi aure kazo da wata magana ."


Tana cikin wannan halin maryam ta qaraso hannunta rike da glass cup da magani ta mika mata "ki cire damuwa aranki mami ki sha magani lokacin shan maganinki yayi mami ta dago kanta ta kalli mrym yana daya daga cikin abinda yasa ta kwadai tawa danta aurenta domin zai samu natsuwa daita muddin tana raye sai ta zama uwar gidansa km uwar yayansa ".na gode maryam da kulawar da kike bani "haba mami kullum sai kinyi min godiya karki manta ni din fa dolenki ce haka kema dolena ce duk abinda nayi miki tmkr nayiwa mahaifiyata ce "haka né maryam amman duk da hk na gode sosai allah yayi albarka kinci abincinki ko kuwa kin tsaya tallatawa duniya "?mrym taí murmushi tace "kai mami naci !"kina ji ko mrym kiyi kokari ki rage son social media din nan idan ba hk ba bazuku shirya da adamcy ba kasancewar shi mutun ne da yake da raayi dan allah ki daina kmr yadda na sha fada miki "in sha allahu mami zan rage tare suka baro parlour'n ."




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Karfe 11:00 daidai na safiyar laraba nuzla zaune a parlour'nsu ita kad'ai cikin tunani da zullumin abu biyu aurenta da hisham da kuma aikin da ata ya bata wanda ita sam bata jin zata iya aikatawa ita da kyankyaso ma tsoronsa take ji bare akai ga kissan mutun ai tasan duk runtse duk wuya bazata iya ba kullum tana gida bata fita koina duk da tana buqatar fita yin shopping din abubuwan buqatanta amman haka ta hakura ,tun kwanaki uku da suka wuce waadin da ata ya bata suka cika amman shiru babu wani sammacin daga yansanda haka zalika babu wanda yazo mata da magana makamanciyar zarginsa akanta dan haka ta dan samu natsuwar zuciya ta mike tsam ta shiga dakinta ta shirya cikin kananan kaya ta daura abaya a saman kayan tayi roling kanta da mayafin abaya ta dauki turare ta feshe jikinta ta dauki handbag dinta ta rataya ta fito ta shiga dakin hjy salema tana zaune tana lazimi akan dadduma dan ta idar da sallar wallaha kenan ."




"momy zan dan je shooprit na dawo murmushi jin dadi ta sakar mata dan yaushe rabon ta fita kullum tana kunshe a daki cikin damuwa "sai kin dawo nuzla allah ya tsareki ta bata amsa da haka cikin halin farinciki "akwai kudi a hannkin ne ?ta waiwayo tana dubanta "akwai kudin da yaya Ibrahim ya tura min cikin account dina dasu zanyi amfani to shikenan sai kin dawo ta juya ta fita daga dakin tana kiran bolt dan bata jin yin driving ."




a hankali take taka qasa har ta fito bakin get din estate dinsu fuskarta a daure kana ganinta zaka fahimci tana cikin damuwa kadan tayi tafiya tana kiran mai bolt taji a inda yake kawai taga motar yansanda a gabanta nan take taji gabanta yayi wani mummunar bugawa da matsanancin karfin gaske ta sauke wayar kunneta batare data kashe ba ta tabi gefe zata wuce cikin tashin hankali tana adduar allah yasa ba wajenta suka zo ba amman ga mamakinta mutun biyar suka fito suka sha gabanta suka