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Ji tayi qasusuwan jikinta suna barazanar kasa riketa , lokaci guda zuciyarta na barazanar tarwatsewa bata san sanda ta kurma ihu da iyakacin karfinta tana d'aura hannuwanta duka bisa kanta mahaifiyarta hajiya salema ta shigo d'akin da sauri tana dubanta cikin tsananin kad'uwa da tashin hankali, zata iya cewa yanayin data ganta ciki bata ta'ba ganinta cikin irin yanayin ba sai yau wanda shine karo na farko da taga wannan yanayin atare daita , yanayi ne mai cike da firgici da tashin hankali."




Rawar da jikin nuzla yake ya qaru hjy salema ta matso kusa daita ta soma girgiza nuzla wacce ta koma tamkar mutun mutumi a wajen "nuzla nuzla!! lafiya what's wrong with you ?!me ke faruwa dake ? me adam yayi miki kike kuka haka ko ince laifin me kikayi masa dan nasan ruwa baya tsami banza tunda naganshi nasan akwai abinda kikayi masa ? ta jera mata tmbyoyin a rud'e tana riko hannunta cikin nata. nuzla tayi shiru tana wani irin kuka mai d'aga hankali "ki min magana mana ko hankalina zai kwanta ? ta mike a matukar firgice tana duban hjy salema sai dai bata iya amsa mata tmbyoyinta ba dan bata da amsar da zata bata a halin da take ciki ,dan haka ta cigaba da kallonta da rinannun idanunta dake cike da ruwan hawaye kafin daga baya ta fara kuka wiwi tana safa da marwa acikin d'akin hajiya salema na biye daita cikin tsananin damuwa ."




" tabbas idan har hasashe da yarda yaya adam akanta ya tabbata a zuciyarsa to fa tabani ta lalace ta shiga ukunta dan wallahi tasan zai iya aikata fiyye da abinda ya fad'a mata .hankalinta ya sake matukar tashi tabbas tayi niyyar aikata hakan amman daga ita sai Allah'n daya halicceta da zuciyarta da kuma yaya adam ne kawai suka sani ,"ba itace tayi kissan ba to waye yayi ?ta furta hkn a qasan ranta tana furta "wayyo allah na shiga uku ni nuzla ta ina zan fara ? waye yake son jifa rayuwata cikin maseefa ? da wani irin sauri ta nufi kofar fita hjy salema ta biyota tana kiran sunanta amman ina bata tsaya ba tunin ta kai kofar fita daga gidan ta biyo bayan ata ."




ya d'an yi nisa amman bai kurewa ganinta ba dan tana hango bayansa daga inda take ta kira sunansa da karfi cikin tsananin tashin hankali , shi kuwa ata yana jinta amman yaki waiwayowa ya cigaba da tafiya kmr baya son taqa qasa ."ta qara sauri sosai kamar zata hantsila , kallo d'aya zaka wa nuzla ka fahimci bata cikin haiyacinta da natsuwarta ."adaidai bakin kofar shiga side din mami ta iske shi tare da shan gabansa gif haka nuzla ta zube qasa bisa gwiwowinta agabansa idanunta na qoqarin sake kawo ruwa cikin wani irin murya mai gauraye da tashin hankali hade da rudani take furta "yaya ka taimakeni ka tsaya ka fahimceni karka yanke wannan hukuncin wallahi ban san komai akan lamarin nan ba."




ya tsura mata tsumammun idanunshi kafin ahankali ya soma magana cikin izza "taya zan iya yarda da hakan bayan kece da bakinki kika furta hakan kuma kika aikata ? "wallahi wallahi !! idan ka yarda da rantsuwata bani bace sam sam ban aikata abinda kake zargina akai ba hasalima ni yau tsawon kwanaki goma sha biyar kenan kafafuwana basu taka haraban gidan nan ba ina kwance bani da lafiya ."yadda take maganar zaka fahimci tana cikin rud'ani da tashin hankali kamo kafafuuwansa tayi cikin kuka tace "please yaya try to understand me bazan ta'ba aikata hakan ba kawai dai na fad'a maka haka ne dan ka tausaya min ka aureni amman ka yarda dani ban san komai akai ba ."


"Bazan ta'ba yarda dake ba domin nasan zaki iya aikata taadanci makamancinsa koma fiyye dashi a halin yanzu ba wannan magiyar bace ta kamaceki ki fara shirin yadda zaki aiwatar da aikin dana baki idan kuma zaki tonawa kanki asiri né tun yanzu bismillah ." jikinta da muryarta na rawa tace "baxan damu ba koda asiri zai tono dan ban aikata komai ba bare naji tsoron fallasa kuma Allah shine sheidata ban aikata ba amman zaka iya bincike akan wanda ya aikata abinda kake zargina akai amman ni bani bace kuma duk inda zaa kaini zan tsaya ne akan gskyta bazan ta'ba karban laifin da bani na aikata ba ."


a natse ya soma daga kafafunsa dan wucewa ya barta dan ya gaji da jin sautin muryarta da kukanta yana shiga kanshi over ,yaga tana qoqarin jan gwiwowinta domin biyosa ya kalli securities din dake tsaye a wajen "karku sake ku barta ta shigo ciki "okay yallabai an gama ya shege ciki ya barta durkushe tana kallonsa tmkr wani sabuwar halittta a wajenta ."mikewa tayi tare da cure hannayenta waje daya tana bugawa da juna bata ta'ba shiga tashin hankali da nadama irin ta yau ba har ga allah bata san haka abun zai rikice ya dawo kanta ba ta dauka idan ta fad'a masa haka zataci bulus ne ashe masefa zai zame mata ashe bazataci bulus ba wahala zata sha ?"me yasa batayi shiru da bakinta ba ?me yasa ta gaza hakuri har sai data fito ta fad'a masa shirinta gashi ta kai kanta ta baro ? kaicona ni nuzla bakina ya janyo min matsefa na tarowa kaina bala'i da kaina ta sauke ajiyar zuciya tare da furzar da zazzafar iska daga bakinta ."


"Ai kam wallahi sai dai yayi mata duk abinda zai mata idan ta kama ma ya mikata ga hukuma amman bazata ta'ba aikata abinda yake bukata ba sannan bazata ta'ba karban laifinta ba sai dai idan kasheta zaayi akasheta ta yarda amman bazata cika masa burinsa ba, shi idan har da gaske yake baya qaunar maryam din ya aikata lahira da kashi ba sai ya had'a daita ba da sauri ta juya ta soma tafiya kamar zata tuntsura kasa sai kace mahaukaciya ta shigo gidansu inda ta iske mahaifiyar tsaye cikin zullumi ."


Tana ganinta ta qaraso gareta tana tmbyrta nuzla ta zauna akan kujera jagwaba tana fidda numfashi duk tmbyr da mahaifiyarta take mata bata kulata ba illa hawaye dake zubar mata "wani laifi kikayi wa adam ?tayi shiru kawai batare da tace uffan ba hjy salema tace "to da alamun laifin mai girma kikayi masa yasa har ya biyoki "kamar ta bayyanawa mahaifiyarta halin da take ciki kafin ya damkata hannun hukuma a kashe mata ita a banza a wofi amman ta kasa dan gaskiya bazata iya ba domin tasan irin qaunar dake tsakaninsu kasancewarta auta a wajenta ,banda kalmar inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun babu abinda take furtawa tare da dafe kanta dake mata wani irin sara Kmr zai rabe gida biyu hjy salema ta barta ta koma dakinta dan ta fahimci laifi tayi masa mai girma wanda yasa ta kasa furta wa ."


Nuzla ta rufe idanunta gam tana jin yadda maganarsa ke tashi acikin kunnuwanta da zuciyarta so take ta sakawa gangar jikinta hakuri da jarumta har zuwa waadin daya dibar mata ya cika amman ta kasa bata jin zata iya, a halin yanzu ma ba mgnr aurensa bace a gabanta illa mafuta lallai tana bukatar mafuta ta mike tsaye tana zariya acikin parlour'n "ko na gudu ne na bar gidan ne ?ta tmbyi kanta ,gudunki bashine mafuta ba nuzla hakan ma qara min laifi zai yi idan kuma maganar ta fito shikenan kin tabbata mai laifi a wajen kowa dakinta ta shiga tayi zaman dirshan tana saqa da warwara ni dai wallahi nasan bani na kashe mubina ba haka zalika banyi yunkurin kashe mrym ba ,"shin ta ina zan fara ?ni kaina ina bukatar gano wanda yayi hakan , ta lumshe idanunta tana tunani dan dole tayi bincike dan gani wacce tayi yunkurin kashe mrym kuma ko wacece acikin estate dinsu take km itama tana son adam ne Kmr yadda take son shi jikinta ya dauki zafi sosai ."






Zaune mr ata yake akan kujera kushin dake d'akinsa yayi zurfi cikin duniyar tunani yayinda hankalinsa gabadaya ke sake tashi a duk sanda ya tuna da maganar aurensa da mrym sai ya dinga jin hankalinsa na sake tashi , yayinda a kullum ya daura kwayar idanunshi akan yarinyar sai ya dinga jin tsananin tsanarta ,shi da kansa ya kasa sanin takamaimain dalilin dayasa yake jin tsananin tsanarta haka dan bazai ce dan rashin tsawonta bane da kuma kasancewar ta fara bane ya janyo haka yanayinta dai ya taimaka wajen tsanarta ne ,duk yadda yake qoqarin yakice tsanarta da sanyata ko kadan acikin ransa zuciyarsa taki amince da zamanta a tsakaninsa tafe tafe har tunaninsa ya kawo kan zanen wukar dake ajiye akan bedside dinsa wanda aka kashe mubina daita kuma ake qoqarin kashe mrym dashi shine ya zana ya ajiye a wajensa kafin a mika wukar ga hukuma ."






ahankali ya sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya ya sake gyara zamansa sosai akan kujerar da yake zaune tunanin duniya yayi akan wacce tayi karfin halin shigo masa gida da taadanci , baya da tabbacin ko nuzla ce domin kuwa har ya gama kallon mai shi ta camerar d'akinsa bai iya gane ko wacece ba zargin nuzla kawai yake bisa yanayin jikin wacce ta shigo da kuma furucin bakinta amman bashi da tabbas akanta bincike ne kawai zai tabbatar masa daita ce ko kuwa wata ce dabam ta kashe mubina km tayi yunkurin kashe mrym "idan wata ce dabam meye dalilinta ?meye hujjarta ? me yasa take yunkurin aikata hakan ?iya tunaninsa yanzu ya fara gane wasu abubuwa akan me kisan wala akanshi ake yi kisan kmr yadda kwakwaluwarsa take haska masa wala kuma wani laifin suka aikata mata take masu dauki dayday ,cikin sanyi jikin nan nasa tamkar mara laka ya matso ya kunna CCTV camera .




idanunsa kawai ya zubawa camerar yana kallon wacce ta shigo masa gida cikin bakaken kaya wondo da riga gabadaya babu inda ta bari wanda zai kafa hujja akanta amman dai tabbas yanayinta ya nuna macece "to wacece wannan yarinyar ?tunaninsa ma yadda ta iya shigowa securities din bakin kofar shigowa basu ganta ba ? ko da yake ta yuwu wani abun tayi masu amfani dashi domin gusar da hankalinsu dan kuwa duk tashin hankali daaka shiga bacci suke basa ma cikin haiyacinsu har sai da aka taimaka masu ,tunda yake a rayuwarsa bai taba ganin mai kaifin baseera irin na yarinyar ba Sannan tunda yake bai taba samun kansa cikin damuwa irin na lokacin ba ,sam sam ya qasa kwanciya yayi bacci sai wurin karfe biyu saura bacci barawo yayi awon gaba dashi ."




bangaren nuzla ma yadda taga safiya haka taga dare ga wani zazzafan zazzabi daya rufeta kafin gari ya waye ta sake yin wata doguwar rama jikinta ya dauki zafi kamar garwashin wuta dan haka dole da gari ya waye aka kira doctor ya dubata nan ya tabbatar masu da damuwa ce dan har jininta ya hau ya wuce kaida yayi ja hankalinta akan yawon tunani sannan ya daura mata drip ya kama gabansa hjy salema ta tsura mata ido kawai tana kallon yadda numfashinta ke fita da kyar ta riko hannunta cikin nata zafin jikinta ya ziyarci tafin hannun hjy salema bata son ganinta cikin damuwa da tashin hankali duk sai taji itama ta shiga damuwa yanzu da tana da dama data cire mata ciwon ta dawo dashi kanta "nuzla !."ta kira sunanta ta bude idanunta dake lumshe ta zubawa mahaifiyarta "meke damunki ko akan hisham ne ?ta gyada mata kai kawai alamun "eh! .




"Halan akan maganar adamu yazo jiya ?ta sake gyada mata kai kawai dan bazata iya magana hjy salema ta numfasa kana ta cigaba da magana "me yasa zaki saka maganar aranki har haka ?tunani shine abu na farko dake fara nukurkusa rayuwar dan adam ,kiyi hakuri ki fallawa allah komai shi keyi a lokacin da yaso haka shi Ke hanawa alokacin daya so fatana Ki barwa allah lamarinki Kiyi addua abinda yafi zama alkhairi atsakaninki dashi Allah ya tabbatar mana, amman ina kyautata zaton zaki ji dadi agidansa zaki samu kwanciyar hankali a hannunsa domin hisham yaron kirki ne amman dai mu cigaba da addua mu barwa allah komai nuzla ta runtse idanunta kawai tana ji da abinda ya dameta ."






tun safe mami da mrym har ma da nana hauwa'u suka shiga kitchen suna had'awa ata breakfast suna hira ,mami ta fito tana amsa wayar hajiya nuriyya wanda adaidai lokacin ata ya sauko hannunwansa duka acikin aljihun wondonsa, sanye da riga brown colour mai hannun long sleeve da dogon wando baki "eh ke dai nuriyya abinda ya faru kenan wallahi acikin estate din nan ne amman yanzu tunda ya dawo in sha allahu bazai wuce a saka sati uku zuwa hudu ba ba ,eh babu damuwa tunda open ticket zakuyi nan ata ya wuce yayi nufi hanyar dakin jim dinsa domin motsa jiki ."




Har yayi taku biyu ya soma jiyo sautin magana kasa kasa kuma abinda yaja hankalinsa shine sunansa da yaji an kira ,ya dan dawo baya kad'an ya tsaya ya kasa kunne yana jin tautaunawarsu "matar yaya adamcy ikon allah miko min kayan ingredient din can na zuba ko ke kadai zaki hadawa mijinki breakfast na cire hannuna na kama gabana?"kai sister kina son kasheni da raina ."
"dan nace matar yaya adamcy ikon allah shine zan kasheki da ranki ?mrym ta gyada mata kai alamun Eh ! ai in sha allahu sai anyi wannan auren ko ana so ko baa so kuma muna bayan ki kamar doro ki zuba mulkinki son ranki a gidansa dan kinci dubu sai ceto babu abinda zai faru "Allah yasa sister dan irin mijin da nake so kenan .


"gashi kuwa kin samu kin yiwa sauran mata zarra ,na yiwa sauran mata zarra ko na fisu shiga matsala ?kina ganin dadi zanji a gidansa ni tun yanzu na fara tunanin yadda tunani da damuwa zai haukatani a gidansa ga rashin sonshi da bana yi ga matsalar taurin kai da wanne zan ji ? ." kina bani mamaki wani lokacin kamar ba mace ba ai ina gaya miki tsab zai sauke komai mrym ta girgiza mata kai kawai tana cewa "taimaka ki zuba min maggie dai dan ni ban san dalili ba duk yadda zan saka maggie a miyya sai yayi yawa ."




"gsky matsalarki kenan sister mman da sannu zaki qara samun gogewa agidan yayana ,wannan yaya dai ana sona dashi shi kuma baya sona,ana son na shiga gidansa shi kuma yace aa wanne zaayi aciki ? "Ke manta dashi wuyarta ayi auren ,ko da yaushe sister haka kike fad'a min wani lokacin sai naji na amince da samu natsuwa ,wani lokacin kuma sai naji hankalina yayi kololuwar tashi ni kaina zan so na ganni a matsayin matarsa dan nasan da sannu zan iya son shi da yana son kenan matsalata a halin yanzu rashin són da ....."




saurin datse harshenta tayi da karfi sakamakon ganin mutun tsaye ta bayan nana hauwa'u daman ta juya da niyyar fuskantar nana hauwa'u ne shirunta yasa nana hauwa'u tace "lafiya sister kikayi shiru ? bata iya bata amsa ba illa numfashi data dauke da karfi tana cigaba da kallon bayanta ."
ya tako a natse ya shiga cikin kitchen din sosai kamshin daddan turare da takun da nana hauwa'u taji yasa ta dan juyo ,ta dan tsorata da ganinsa nan take gabanta yayi wani irin mummunar fad'uwa amman sai ta dake ta bude baki da sauri tana cewa "san ..sannu ya.. "saurin d'aga mata hannu yayi yana qara had'e fuska , nana hauwa'u tayi taku biyu zata bi gefensa ta wuce domin ta tsira da lafiyarta taji yace "munafukar allah Koma ki tsaya wato kina d'aya daga cikin masu bawa wannan guntuwar mummunar yarinyar kwarin gwiwar aurena ? tayi saurin girgiza masa kai alamun a'a "zan kifa miki mari yanzu idan kika sake girgiza min kai koni saanki ne ? ta sake girgiza masa kai cikin tsananin tsoro ."


"Kika ce da zarar anyi aure shikenan?idanuwanta sukayo waje wani gumi ya soma tsatsafo mata akan hanci ,sannan kika ce ta manta dani wuyarta ayi auren ni zaa manta dani ?yayi maganar a matukar tsawace cikin bacin rai ,dan allah yaya kayi hakuri nifa ba wani abu nake nufi da hakan ba ina qoqarin gyara au...."ai wani mugun kallo da yayi mata batasan sanda tayi shiru ta qara shiga hankalinta ba ,kinga nayi miki kamata da irin mazan da zarar anyi aure shikenan ?ko kinga nayi miki kama da bawan mace ?ta girgiza masa kai alamun a'a ki shiga hankalinki wallahi idan ba haka nayi sadaka dake na bawa duk wanda naga dama aurenki mu huta sha sha banza da wani katon bakinki a wajen ."


ita kam mrym hannuwanta duka tasa ta rufe fuskarta sakamakon hawayen daya cika mata ido idan akwai abinda ta tsana a kalamansa gareta bai wuce munzantata ta hanyar zagin halittar da Allah yayi mata "Ke kuma na dawo kanki nan da wasu kwanaki zaki zama mata agareni ban isa na hana hakan faruwa ba amman kamar yadda kika furta tunani da damuwa ne zai haukataki a gidana tabbas