i get to realize i do love you.




Dad smile then its done we are getting married tomorrow.this time around no lies no hiding of our feeling.rabi smile and nod i promise.




Dad pick his phone and make a call,"it's done" is the only thing he said minutes later they all came back smiling..




They stayed there chatting but hydar and asad are not yet okay with the arrangement.




Ayat stare at her husband who has been brooding since,,,she went to him and collect the laptop from his hand she sit on his lap,,,baby tell me are you not happy for your parents,,don't You want them to get married..




He stare at her,,you know that's not it,am just worried for mum,,i dont want her to be hurt,she dont deserve that....ayat smile my lion dont you think they all know the consequence of their decision and they are adult they can take care of their selves ours is just to be happy for them and be good children.






Asad smile hugging her thank you baby you are my strength,i love you.ayat smile i love you too.






2 oclock in the night they heard simran shouting,,,asad rush up,,he open his door and saw hydar coming out too they rush to mum room to see what's happening.














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*ASAD*
(THE ARROGANT LION)












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*DEEJAT THANI*
*KHADIJAT SANI GANA*












(Chapter fourty six)














They both rush in and saw her laying on the ground lifeless with blood coming out of her mouth,her hands in her chest, simran is holding her,,,,,




Mum!!!!!


They all yell running to her,,hydar get the car!!!


Ayat hold simran up,,she is crying helpelessly,asad grab mum to the car,,,


Simran and her followed because the guys couldn't wait for them.




Ayat and simran arrived at the hospital the same time as mr mehra and mum.they saw the boys waiting outside the icu anxiously..Asad saw ayat and run to her,she hug him tightly rubbing his back,mum went to hydar and did the same for him..






Baby she wasn't breathing do you think,,,ayat shake her head baby dont say it she will be fine, he got looking at her buh i can feel it in me,baby that something is up.ayat hold his face with both her hands asad we are all here look around dad,mum,simran,hydar we will all be praying for her well being lets just trust in God and all of them here are scared we all need you,my lion you are the light in all of our heart,so be strong for all of us will only lean on you,she hug him put yourself together baby.




He look at hydar who is nervous and scared his hugging mum tightly,,dad also look devastated,simran she is sitted and tearing miserably,asad nod i hope so baby i just hope i can be that strong of a man this time around.






Around 4 in the morning the doctor came out,,they all rush to him,doctor mansur sigh mr mehra,Asad can i see you both in my office.he turn and leave.




Asad stare at ayat who couldn't say a thing,dad tap him to follow him.




Doctor mansur sigh mr mehra am really sorry to say our operation wasn't successful,her heart is too weak and now we can't do anything,i will have advice an operation again but we can't now, cause it's risky,,,,he stare at asad,you all have a little time left with her,she is a strong woman if not she will long been gone when you brought her in but she fought it,,we only manage to stop her bleeding,,asad who has already zone out on them felt a rush of hot tears,he immediately wipe it standing up..




Mansure nod am sorry asad,,he didn't even wait to here more he went out,leaving dad behind...doctor mansur look at dad am really sorry sir,,dad nod he rise up to leave but mansur stopped him.




She asked to see all of you,, most especially asad but his too shock now he will need all of your strength dad nod,,, a nurse will show you to the room,,dad nod thank you mansur.




Dad saw him leaning at the doctor office,,he look at dad,,,dad just hugged him,,asad so badly wants to cry but he couldn't find the tears to cry,dad let him go let's go son,she asked of you and all of us,asad nod following dad.




A nurse took them to the ward mum was,she's already hook to machine like the other time,,but this time around no mouth tube..




He tight his hold on ayat hand more seeing her like she is,mum open her eye smiling at them...




They all surrounded her bed,,she smile at simran rising her hands for her to hold,,simran grab it crying


mum shake her,,baby girl you are too beautiful to be crying,she place her hands on simran face to wipe her tears,,mum am sorry its all my fault i slept off i didn't hear you earlier if not you...yo....mum smile shaking her head at her,baby dont say that hydar will tease you that you are lazy,,besides its not your fault,mummy here is just too stubborn to wake you up,she cough making simran hug her mum am sorry please dont do this you know i still have alot to learn,,mum smile yes baby you do that's why you still have the whole family to teach you plus i will be watching you from above to keep you save,,she rise simran up dont forget what i said to you the other day,,simran nod i will not mum.mum smile and draw her to her level she whisper something to simran which made her smile..


The rest are already tearing and smiling at their mysterious talks,,




Mum look at hydar who is crying for the first time he allowed people to see his tears,,she call on him making him go to her.. he hug her bursting out in tears,,mum laugh shhhh my boy,,you shouldn't be crying my hydar never crys,,she smile he do cry but he has never in his life allow his mummy see his tears,,why all of a sudden,,


mummy please dont leave me,


i know am much of a naughty boy but am changing,beside brother is here too isn't that what you always wanted for us to be a whole family,,we are now..mum rise him up yes baby boy our family is whole again she smile at him,you will still have a loving mother she smile at mrs mehra,a caring father she look at dad,an over protective brother she smile at asad,,most especially you have ayat who will never let you misbehave,,and simran she a very nice lady do me a favor quit teasing and taunting her for once look at her as a lady you will find amazing qualities in her,,hydar nod please mum,,she draw him to her hugging her,,,shhhhhh it's okay i will miss you too..he rise up to look at her but her gaze is on asad,he gets up from her side to give asad who is coming a space to sit...




He sit beside her holding her hands,,,mummy why are you talking to them as if you are dying,




mum smile stroking his face,,son we both know from the first time that my sickness is deadly only few with it gets a second chance,,she brings his head to her giving him a kiss,,,




son i'm very happy i got another chance in life to be with all of you,,most especially you all my life the only person i always want to be with is you,to hold you in my hands like i always do now,asad shake his head mummy please don't give up on me,we just start off now mum we have alot of time to be mother and son, he sob mummy i'm getting use to you already,,


mum smile wiping his tears am sorry son i will have to offend you again by leaving,,please forgive me son..


No mum you can't leave he frown you still have to pay off the years you weren't with me,,,,mum smile asad don't be stubborn you know it's hard for that to happen,,but son am happy with the little time we had together,




he is already crying mum hug him,,,i love you son,i want you to know you are the reason for my survival you and your brother,,asad is hugging her tight crying making everyone cry dad wipe his face and went out,,mum smile at what he did,,,ayat went to him holding him,,


baby you are chocking mum already let her go,,he hold her more making mum uneasy she started breathing hard,,ayat draw him to her with great difficulty,,,,,




He hug ayat crying hard like all of them,,mum was coughing hard,,mum rush to her,rabi what should i do,should i go call the doctor,,mum shake her head,,,,,no hajara the doctor can not help me now,,she smile at mum do yhu remember that promise you made me on this same bed,,,mrs mehra nod yes i do and an still telling you now you dont have to say that they are all my children,,,mummy nod thank you hajara you are a great woman i...i just hope other women will be like you,,it will really help reduce the rate of divorce,,,mum smile at rabi's words..she nod it was really nice knowing you....she turn to ayat that is percifying her husband my dear i know you are already a blessing do continue doing your best in helping your mum here tame the boys,they are too stubborn,,,ayat nod at mum....




She look at mrs mehra who smile at her,,,,




I will get him,,,mum went out to bring mr mehra back,he came in staring at her,,mum ask the rest to give them privacy.....






It remain only the two of them,,,he stare at her,,why,,rabi why are you doing these to us again...




You left the first time it was hard for us why now too,when you felt sick why didn't you talk,,you allowed it to eat you up more,,,


Mum smile holding her chest,,mehra do you know what i have learn in all my years,,he nod i have now learn not to be selfish,,i couldn't say am sick because our son was having issues,,i made that mistake of thinking myself alone but not now,,,


She smile at him,,,i love you mehra,am so glad now that i do,,and i will have a great thing to tell my dad after telling him about all my mistakes,,she laugh we both know how much he love's and adore you...




Dad smile remembering the old man,,yes he did,,and i do him same too,mum nod,am sorry mehra that our marriage couldn't push through,,but its my promise if you still love me in the hereafter i will gladly marry you,,,dad smile always rabi that will be my pleasure and i hope and pray that you find peace for i have forgiven you since,,now it's left for you to forgive yourself...




Mum nod holding her chest and closing her eyes,,,,she shake her head wiping her tears,,i will mehra,,she open her eye i have a favor to ask of you...




Dad nod,,,if hydar comes to you to ask of simran's hand in marriage which i know he will,he just hasn't figure it's love yet,,,she smile at him please do grant him that wish,,because i have grown fund of her she's a nice girl just like her parents and she will make a good wife for him,,just like you choose a good wife for his brother,,,,,dad smile rabi even before you said that i have made up my mind on that but untill one of them approach me i will just sit and watch,,,they both laugh mum nod thank you mehra..




Dad nod,,,,she started coughing holding her chest more,,dad stands up she mouth that she wants water which he went out to bring,,,the doctor heard an unpleasant noise in his intercom he check it and saw that its from mum's room so he rush to go..




They are all there,,crying,,asad is holding her up as she smile and say her shahada,,,the doctor comes in with some nurses,,asad got up to let them check,,even thou he heard her draw her last breath he still think it's not true,,,the doctors check her he nod and draw the clothes on her making them realize what's going on....




"Am sorry but we lost her" is the only thing asad heard he was just standing seeing them all go out leaving the family in he was sure he saw hydar and simran crying ,ayat too holding her stomach,,dad came back with water but he stop in his track seeing her being closed up with white hospital cloth he stare at mum then the bed,,,he felt his heart beating fast,,mum hugged him,crying...




They where like that for untill,,,when the subhi prayer was called,,dad was the one who has the strength he manage to talk some sense in hydar to take the women home...




After they left he went to were asad is standing,,he hold his shoulder shaking him,,,son you need to put yourself together i know it hurts but she wouldn't like to see you in this state,,the only thing we can now do for her is get her ready to leave for her final home,,son this is the peace your mother needs,,,that word alone brings back tears to his eyes he hug dad crying dad tap him,,,let it go son,,,he let him cry for a while before he leave him and went out to make some call's...




He draw asad out as they want to take mum to the car,,he didn't know what is really happening,he just feel the world is a crude place he lost his mother,but he found her just when he thought everything is fine he lost her again this time for good..




Dad touch him son we are here,,he look around and saw that it's dad's house,,people are already their,,dad hold him to the room mum was,,hydar is already their he also look traumatized but he is helping out in getting mum ready,,dad tap him son go help i can't be here because she isn't my muharram but you both can do it,,he look at hydar and nod....




They stood their for a while before they got her ready,,




Rabi was taken to her final home around 8 in the morning leaving all her son's and family members griveing...


asad worst he doesn't eat nor drink untill ayat push him hard before he oblige,,in the night she always hear him crying if his not sleeping,,if he is sleeping he will be shouting mum in his dreams,,,hydar on the other hand is taking it a little okay because both mum,simran and dad percify him,,his not hard to convince,,unlike asad who push away everyone except ayat who refuse to let him be,she's always with him,,trying to make him talk......






Three weeks after mum's death,,around ten in the night she comes out to get water for asad which that's what he only take mostly,,her stomach growl reminding her she didn't eat,,so she sat there to look for something to eat,maybe a snacks...




Hungry!!! She turn and saw hydar,,she nod yes,,


You??? What are you doing in the kitchen he jumps down from the canter hungry too i came to get something to eat,,he hands her a plate of egg and bring close the bread,,she sit on the chair in the kitchen hydar made tea for her,,thanks she sit and start eating.






How is he?? she sigh hydar i can't say,,asad is lifeless,he doesn't behave like he wants to live anymore its as if,,,she was trying to make out the word when hydar beat her to it.






As if he has given up on life,,right? She nod yes hydar am confuse i dont know how to help him,,i have allow him grive for long but not anymore,,am now looking for ways to wake him up from this if he is ever going too...




Hydar smile,,,aunty mie the best solution is a vacation here he has memories of her it will not help me to move on now but when he adapt he will only move on remembering her,,remember the trip he said he is planning for the both of you,,,i have finished processing it with the help of dad,,so please take him away for a while,,dont worry about anything just bring back my real brother when you guys are coming back...






Ayat smile,,i will try hydar,,but if i can't i guess my baby here will have to leave the rest of our lives,like that...hydar nod dont worry aunty it will be well just go,,,she smile he look at her plate madam,,you must finish this food oo,,you have grown thin and you are not helping the growth of the baby..she place her hands on her belly,smiling they stayed their gisting till she finished eating.






Asad that was coming to get the water,,heard all they said,,he nod am sorry baby i promise you i will change but i need time,,he rush upstairs when he heard them coming out.






Dad told him about the trip and he agreed they prepare for two days,,,and in the fourth day they took off to paris for the second time....


















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*ASAD*
(THE ARROGANT LION)












*BY*
*DEEJAT THANI*
*KHADIJAT SANI GANA*


















(Chapter fourty seven)


















Asad stare at ayat who is sleeping peacefully on his chest,,,,,am sorry i know am messed right now,but am trying it's just not easily,and again i don't also know why it pain's because i don't know that much he sigh and stroke her face but i promise baby i will try and be that husband you know and a great father to our baby he bend down and peck